如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻 为这
我已在佛前 求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛于是把我化作一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下盛重的开满花朵
朵朵都是我前世的企盼
当你走近 请你细听
那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情
而当你终于无视的走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊 那不是花瓣
是我凋零的心
海派甜心
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
A lesson from Mr. Smiley
Being happy and being sad are big difference.
People would always tell you to be happy.
But how?
Let Mr Smiley teach you =]
Mr Smiley would tell you that, being happy and being sad is all about how do you see it.
for eg, if your eyes sees this way >> =[ <<< it is a sad face ...
however, without changing the "mouth of Mr Smiley", but how the "eyes" see it,
tada >>>> [= <<<< you get a happy face!!
so remember, being happy or sad is not about the situation. it all depend if you are able to look at the bright side, if you are able to see things differently.
You live life, happy also one day, sad also one day.
so why be saD?
Dedicated to everyone reading my blog, and at the same time, feeling sad...
Cause im damn happy as of 25/02/10 10.20pm, thursday, GTM +8 =DDDD
People would always tell you to be happy.
But how?
Let Mr Smiley teach you =]
Mr Smiley would tell you that, being happy and being sad is all about how do you see it.
for eg, if your eyes sees this way >> =[ <<< it is a sad face ...
however, without changing the "mouth of Mr Smiley", but how the "eyes" see it,
tada >>>> [= <<<< you get a happy face!!
so remember, being happy or sad is not about the situation. it all depend if you are able to look at the bright side, if you are able to see things differently.
You live life, happy also one day, sad also one day.
so why be saD?
Dedicated to everyone reading my blog, and at the same time, feeling sad...
Cause im damn happy as of 25/02/10 10.20pm, thursday, GTM +8 =DDDD
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Sorry
im sorry for the pressure.
im sorry for my mistakes.
im sorry for being irritating.
im sorry for saying the wrong things at wrong time.
im sorry for not taking things slowly.
im sorry for all my sorries which made u feel weird.
=]]
im sorry for my mistakes.
im sorry for being irritating.
im sorry for saying the wrong things at wrong time.
im sorry for not taking things slowly.
im sorry for all my sorries which made u feel weird.
=]]
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Angel
Fiction
First person narration
____________________________________________
Have you ever been asked about who do you like?
I did, and i would always be ready to give my answer, "oh.. her name's angel"
In cases whereby friends know the girl, they would always ask me in a doubtful manner.
"are you serious? or are you joking?"
yes, im serious, i thought, but i never answered that question.
In cases that they do not know the girl, they would be very curious about what she possess that attracts me, and as a straightforward and honest guy, i would try my best to describe her, even though love makes some of the description bias.
"shes not a very pretty lady, but shes the cutest angel i have ever known.
she has nice long hair with BANGS, wear braces, not very tall, quite sporty, a kind heart, a compassionate person, a family orientated girl, the best and most different that i have ever met =]"
as i describe her, i would be smiling widely.
but back to reality, liking her doesnt mean she likes me in any way.
And as i know her better, and noticed that the differences between me and her is like heaven and hell.
Yes, i know that i have not lose it all, for she did not reject me directly. But that is because, i didnt approach directly either.
Maybe letting go is better than trying harder.
I tried to accept the fact.
And i forced myself to.
So from today on,
if anyone asks me if i liked anyone, i would say no.
then they will ask
"what about angel?"
"shes a part of my past."
truth hurts, and therefore i chose to lie.
lie's worst, but the only one suffering the backlash is
me
________________________________________________
didnt get the effect i want.
but that doesnt apply to me.
just fer u, my dear friend.
First person narration
____________________________________________
Have you ever been asked about who do you like?
I did, and i would always be ready to give my answer, "oh.. her name's angel"
In cases whereby friends know the girl, they would always ask me in a doubtful manner.
"are you serious? or are you joking?"
yes, im serious, i thought, but i never answered that question.
In cases that they do not know the girl, they would be very curious about what she possess that attracts me, and as a straightforward and honest guy, i would try my best to describe her, even though love makes some of the description bias.
"shes not a very pretty lady, but shes the cutest angel i have ever known.
she has nice long hair with BANGS, wear braces, not very tall, quite sporty, a kind heart, a compassionate person, a family orientated girl, the best and most different that i have ever met =]"
as i describe her, i would be smiling widely.
but back to reality, liking her doesnt mean she likes me in any way.
And as i know her better, and noticed that the differences between me and her is like heaven and hell.
Yes, i know that i have not lose it all, for she did not reject me directly. But that is because, i didnt approach directly either.
Maybe letting go is better than trying harder.
I tried to accept the fact.
And i forced myself to.
So from today on,
if anyone asks me if i liked anyone, i would say no.
then they will ask
"what about angel?"
"shes a part of my past."
truth hurts, and therefore i chose to lie.
lie's worst, but the only one suffering the backlash is
me
________________________________________________
didnt get the effect i want.
but that doesnt apply to me.
just fer u, my dear friend.
Monday, February 22, 2010
我不配
but i dun even have the 唯一机会...
rofl.. sleep early...
and girl,
i dont mean to be irritating.
i seriously dont mean to.
im sorry
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Courage
"
I will never break your heart.
I will never make you cry.
I will never leave you alone,
when the skies are dark.
I will promise you bliss.
I will promise you the moon and the stars
I will promise you anything
even it meant my everything.
but how true is my never,
can it be really foreveR?
How much does my promise worth?
can i really gurantee i wont break it?
If so, why do i still say these?
why would i wanna cheat you from the very begining?
so instead,
i would say.
i will not promise you anything,
i will never say never.
i would not be able to give you forever,
that's cause i dont want to cheat you ever.
i know truth hurts,
but lies are worst.
i know the beauty of words
but words are deceiving.
i will try to show you what i meant by loving you,
instead of saying it.
i will prove my heart,
instead of making empty promise that might help capture your heart.
"
Grading
English: fail
Rhyme: fail
Feel : fail
Content :fail
Comment: try harder next time.
I will never break your heart.
I will never make you cry.
I will never leave you alone,
when the skies are dark.
I will promise you bliss.
I will promise you the moon and the stars
I will promise you anything
even it meant my everything.
but how true is my never,
can it be really foreveR?
How much does my promise worth?
can i really gurantee i wont break it?
If so, why do i still say these?
why would i wanna cheat you from the very begining?
so instead,
i would say.
i will not promise you anything,
i will never say never.
i would not be able to give you forever,
that's cause i dont want to cheat you ever.
i know truth hurts,
but lies are worst.
i know the beauty of words
but words are deceiving.
i will try to show you what i meant by loving you,
instead of saying it.
i will prove my heart,
instead of making empty promise that might help capture your heart.
"
Grading
English: fail
Rhyme: fail
Feel : fail
Content :fail
Comment: try harder next time.
My tribute to my pet
Think it have been years since she was dead.
however, when i read some blog which talk about her pet, i was kinda touched and remind me of her, and the reason why this blog is named as "flareHARE".
I got her from my neighbour in a very unexpected way. our block is having this "upgrading", and both our houses are having the renovation of the toilet and kitchen.
My neighbour has a lot of rabbits and guinea pigs as pets, and like hamsters, rabbit reproduce quickly too. As the house was in a mess due to those renovations, she brought out the cage of all the rabbits and left it at our common corridor.
this is how i first met her, a rabbit.
My neighbour is giving out her rabbits, and i plead my mum to let me keep one. She allowed and i get to choose one from the many my neighbour have.
My impression of a rabbit is white, with long ears.
so i insisted on a white rabbit, despite having a variation of colours.
and yes, she bites.
i was then primary 5,and my younger sis is only 1 years old.
i would let her touch the fur of the cute mammal, and she would happily call her "abbit", and she cant pronounce the "r" in rabbit.
and therefore, i named her "abbit'
abbit wasnt the tamest animal, i would say, as she BITES, and it hurts a lot.
she had a hard time in her life as she had changed house from a paper box to a super small cage to a relatively big cage and lastly, i would leave her to jump about the toilet during day time.
they say "兔子不能抱肚子", and u muz grab it by its ear.
But i find it quite cruel, and still i carry her by her stomach.
She is almost a mother, and i think its my fault tt her babies died.
i didnt care enough for her when shes pregnant, and i didnt really know wat to do when she gave birth. or in fact, i only get to know theres baby only when the babies are already dead.
during the end of her years, she was really weak, and my mum suggested to bring her down to the grass patch. but i was too lazy, busy playing computer games. she died without going to the grass patch one last time, and its my fault, coz of my selfishness and lazyness. if i have anything to regret about, this is one of biggest mistake and regret in my life.
i dug a hole at the bottom of a big tree and hoped that it will be her final resting place.
Only to know that the tree is dug out for a new multi storey carpark.
FML
however, when i read some blog which talk about her pet, i was kinda touched and remind me of her, and the reason why this blog is named as "flareHARE".
I got her from my neighbour in a very unexpected way. our block is having this "upgrading", and both our houses are having the renovation of the toilet and kitchen.
My neighbour has a lot of rabbits and guinea pigs as pets, and like hamsters, rabbit reproduce quickly too. As the house was in a mess due to those renovations, she brought out the cage of all the rabbits and left it at our common corridor.
this is how i first met her, a rabbit.
My neighbour is giving out her rabbits, and i plead my mum to let me keep one. She allowed and i get to choose one from the many my neighbour have.
My impression of a rabbit is white, with long ears.
so i insisted on a white rabbit, despite having a variation of colours.
and yes, she bites.
i was then primary 5,and my younger sis is only 1 years old.
i would let her touch the fur of the cute mammal, and she would happily call her "abbit", and she cant pronounce the "r" in rabbit.
and therefore, i named her "abbit'
abbit wasnt the tamest animal, i would say, as she BITES, and it hurts a lot.
she had a hard time in her life as she had changed house from a paper box to a super small cage to a relatively big cage and lastly, i would leave her to jump about the toilet during day time.
they say "兔子不能抱肚子", and u muz grab it by its ear.
But i find it quite cruel, and still i carry her by her stomach.
She is almost a mother, and i think its my fault tt her babies died.
i didnt care enough for her when shes pregnant, and i didnt really know wat to do when she gave birth. or in fact, i only get to know theres baby only when the babies are already dead.
during the end of her years, she was really weak, and my mum suggested to bring her down to the grass patch. but i was too lazy, busy playing computer games. she died without going to the grass patch one last time, and its my fault, coz of my selfishness and lazyness. if i have anything to regret about, this is one of biggest mistake and regret in my life.
i dug a hole at the bottom of a big tree and hoped that it will be her final resting place.
Only to know that the tree is dug out for a new multi storey carpark.
FML
Friday, February 19, 2010
Dr Love anyone?
Hi dr Love,
i have this very weird question to ask you.
Which is worst when in comparison?
To like someone who is only attracted to the same gender
OR
To like someone who has already given up on love due to past relationship heartbreak?
I understand that in some sense, it would seem a bit more difficult to change a person's gender preference than to make a person re-accept the joy of loving.
However, if the person is a Bi, would the situation be more hopeful or worst, since that person can choose from both guys and girls.
Lastly, which person in the senario given would have a higher chance of getting the person they like?
My guess is, if the person have given up on love, the person would have such a truama and worst still, if the person is stubborn and damn persistent, GAME OVER.
------------------------------
why do i have problem letting the person know how i feel?
why does it always seemed like a joke?
i tried being serious, and i really do
i have this very weird question to ask you.
Which is worst when in comparison?
To like someone who is only attracted to the same gender
OR
To like someone who has already given up on love due to past relationship heartbreak?
I understand that in some sense, it would seem a bit more difficult to change a person's gender preference than to make a person re-accept the joy of loving.
However, if the person is a Bi, would the situation be more hopeful or worst, since that person can choose from both guys and girls.
Lastly, which person in the senario given would have a higher chance of getting the person they like?
My guess is, if the person have given up on love, the person would have such a truama and worst still, if the person is stubborn and damn persistent, GAME OVER.
------------------------------
why do i have problem letting the person know how i feel?
why does it always seemed like a joke?
i tried being serious, and i really do
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Some super weird questions
Stumbled on a few weird questions and i guess since im free, i should try to answer them all=]
and although they are all so weird, they are kinda cool questions.
why are sky not purple?why are houses not made of marshmallow?what are really wrong doings?are parents always right?can we rebel?is it right to go for our rights?why is my name this way?how is human first formed?who is the first human?why are human brains so fantastic?why dont we have 36 hours a day?why is there a sun?why can vampires live with humans?why vampires dont exist?why do we need to sleep?
what is the thing in us that made us feel love?is it the heart?heart is just made up of muscular tissues,role is to pump blood all around the body.isn’t it?
why are sky not purple?
It is, at a certain time at evening when the sun is setting.=]]
why are houses not made of marshmallow?
coz mices and cockroaches would feast on ur house and you would have no place to stay =]
What are really wrong doing?
That has to depend on your own moral.nothing is really wrong as everything you do always follow with a reason, however sucky the reason is.
Are parents always right?
are parents human? if they are, they do make mistakes, but keep in mind, even if they made a mistake, it is still due to too much care fer you =]
can we rebel?
if u really dont wanna do something, do u think ANYONE can stop us?
if the answer is no, we are rebelling =]
Is it right to go for our own rights?
if you know what you are doing, den why issit wrong?
things that belongs to yourself, can only be decided by u and only u =DD
Why is Your name this way?
As a chinese, all chinese names(other than those u use in compos) comes with a meaning and a faith your parents want in you.
for my english name, im named after Benjamin Sheares.
for my chinese name 荣豪，it comes with a couplet.
荣得良机莫停步
豪迈江山快前进
my chinese name is given by my grandfather, wanting me to go all out to bring glory to the family(荣) and to be outstanding(豪)
how is human first formed?
according to the conventional way, its supposed to be formed by putting a sperm into a egg. but if your talking abt the first human, according to the bible, god made the first pair of human, Adam and Eve.
But if u dont believe in it, just treat it as first human came from the stones =]
who is the first human?
Stated in "how is human first formed"
why are human brains so fantastic?
because of the complexity of it.
it is made by a lot of neurons.
why dont we have 36hours a day?
then we shall only have 243.33333 a year =] the period of revolution for the earth around the sun is 365dayss..
but according to google and some webbie they provided,
"A popular theory is that the Sumerians counted in base twelve rather than in the base ten we use today. This is said to have been done using the fingers.
If you look at the fingers - not the thumb - of one hand you will see that (for most people) each contains three segments. Three segments on each of four fingers gives twelve. The thumb can then be used to point to a particular segment and indicate a number.
So, twelve segments on each hand, one hand for day and the other for night - and we have a possible origin of the 24 hour day."
so tada, we have 24 hours a day=]
for me, i find it too much time, (especially when ur in the ARMY)
why is there a sun?
because it is there to provide us with basic necessity like warmth, light and even nutrient. and the best part is, it gives us all these, FOR FREE!!
why can vampires live with humans?
Vampires only live with humans in Twilight saga -.-
why vampires dont exist?
coz it is fiction. just like i can come out with a rabitney monster and write and describe it so real it will be featured in movies and stuffs like tat..
why do we need to sleep?
to repair our overworked organs.
what is the thing in us that made us feel love? is it the heart?heart is just made up of muscular tissues,role is to pump blood all around the body.isn’t it?
its a chemical reaction in the body.
"For example, whenever you first meet someone and feel attracted, your brain creates phenyl ethylamine, known as the “love drug.” "
"Dopamine and norepinephren are two more chemicals that arise from just thinking loving thoughts about another. Those two help us to feel excited and interested enough to actually touch or kiss someone, and that sets off more chain reactions, beginning with serotonin, which produces feelings of relaxation. Now the door to trust is open. "
quote from http://www.essortment.com/lifestyle/relationshipadv_tukr.htm
However, due to those chemical pumping, the heart would react in a different way, therefore beating faster and therefore made us feel that love is related to the heart instead of the chemical produced.
okie, these questions asked by a sec 4 girl would seemed retarded...
but somehow, i find them cool.. -.-
and although they are all so weird, they are kinda cool questions.
why are sky not purple?why are houses not made of marshmallow?what are really wrong doings?are parents always right?can we rebel?is it right to go for our rights?why is my name this way?how is human first formed?who is the first human?why are human brains so fantastic?why dont we have 36 hours a day?why is there a sun?why can vampires live with humans?why vampires dont exist?why do we need to sleep?
what is the thing in us that made us feel love?is it the heart?heart is just made up of muscular tissues,role is to pump blood all around the body.isn’t it?
why are sky not purple?
It is, at a certain time at evening when the sun is setting.=]]
why are houses not made of marshmallow?
coz mices and cockroaches would feast on ur house and you would have no place to stay =]
What are really wrong doing?
That has to depend on your own moral.nothing is really wrong as everything you do always follow with a reason, however sucky the reason is.
Are parents always right?
are parents human? if they are, they do make mistakes, but keep in mind, even if they made a mistake, it is still due to too much care fer you =]
can we rebel?
if u really dont wanna do something, do u think ANYONE can stop us?
if the answer is no, we are rebelling =]
Is it right to go for our own rights?
if you know what you are doing, den why issit wrong?
things that belongs to yourself, can only be decided by u and only u =DD
Why is Your name this way?
As a chinese, all chinese names(other than those u use in compos) comes with a meaning and a faith your parents want in you.
for my english name, im named after Benjamin Sheares.
for my chinese name 荣豪，it comes with a couplet.
荣得良机莫停步
豪迈江山快前进
my chinese name is given by my grandfather, wanting me to go all out to bring glory to the family(荣) and to be outstanding(豪)
how is human first formed?
according to the conventional way, its supposed to be formed by putting a sperm into a egg. but if your talking abt the first human, according to the bible, god made the first pair of human, Adam and Eve.
But if u dont believe in it, just treat it as first human came from the stones =]
who is the first human?
Stated in "how is human first formed"
why are human brains so fantastic?
because of the complexity of it.
it is made by a lot of neurons.
why dont we have 36hours a day?
then we shall only have 243.33333 a year =] the period of revolution for the earth around the sun is 365dayss..
but according to google and some webbie they provided,
"A popular theory is that the Sumerians counted in base twelve rather than in the base ten we use today. This is said to have been done using the fingers.
If you look at the fingers - not the thumb - of one hand you will see that (for most people) each contains three segments. Three segments on each of four fingers gives twelve. The thumb can then be used to point to a particular segment and indicate a number.
So, twelve segments on each hand, one hand for day and the other for night - and we have a possible origin of the 24 hour day."
so tada, we have 24 hours a day=]
for me, i find it too much time, (especially when ur in the ARMY)
why is there a sun?
because it is there to provide us with basic necessity like warmth, light and even nutrient. and the best part is, it gives us all these, FOR FREE!!
why can vampires live with humans?
Vampires only live with humans in Twilight saga -.-
why vampires dont exist?
coz it is fiction. just like i can come out with a rabitney monster and write and describe it so real it will be featured in movies and stuffs like tat..
why do we need to sleep?
to repair our overworked organs.
what is the thing in us that made us feel love? is it the heart?heart is just made up of muscular tissues,role is to pump blood all around the body.isn’t it?
its a chemical reaction in the body.
"For example, whenever you first meet someone and feel attracted, your brain creates phenyl ethylamine, known as the “love drug.” "
"Dopamine and norepinephren are two more chemicals that arise from just thinking loving thoughts about another. Those two help us to feel excited and interested enough to actually touch or kiss someone, and that sets off more chain reactions, beginning with serotonin, which produces feelings of relaxation. Now the door to trust is open. "
quote from http://www.essortment.com/lifestyle/relationshipadv_tukr.htm
However, due to those chemical pumping, the heart would react in a different way, therefore beating faster and therefore made us feel that love is related to the heart instead of the chemical produced.
okie, these questions asked by a sec 4 girl would seemed retarded...
but somehow, i find them cool.. -.-
What Will You Defend?
i would like to defend the crusine that we find in Singapore. As Singapore is a multi-racial country, the type of food we can find here has so much more variety than that of other countries.
The Chilli Crab.
The bak Kut Teh
The Laksa
Half Boil egg and kaya toast
yong tao fu
Char kway teo
The Roti Prata
Teh Tarek
The Thosai
Mutton curry
Mutton Soup
indian Rojak
Satay
The bryani
Nasi Lemak
The satay Beehoon
Rojak
Fried Carrot cake.
BBQ Stingray
Kway Chap
The Chilli Crab.
The bak Kut Teh
The Laksa
Half Boil egg and kaya toast
yong tao fu
Char kway teo
The Roti Prata
Teh Tarek
The Thosai
Mutton curry
Mutton Soup
indian Rojak
Satay
The bryani
Nasi Lemak
The satay Beehoon
Rojak
Fried Carrot cake.
BBQ Stingray
Kway Chap
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Service
I was on a bus this morning when i was awaken from my sleep by a loud shout.
I dismissed it the first time as i thought i was dreaming.
But when the 2nd shout comes, i was already shocked awake.
It was the bus uncle shouting at a bangala to get off the bus.
He was frantically searching for his ezlink to tap.
After several minutes, he is unwilling to alight and even went back to his seat to look for his ezlink.
The pissed bus driver shouted at him for a few times, and even passengers in the bus shoo-ed him off the bus.
The bus driver later on closed the door and the bangala pleaded for him to open the door for him and alighted, without being able to find his ezlink card eventually.
Yes, i agree that the bangala is wasting everyone's time and even possibly jam up the busy road.
But i think that the fact that the bus driver shouting at him is wrong as he is in a service line. To me, i think that he is bullying the bangala as he is sure that the bangala would not be able to complain him. Had it be a singaporean, i doubt the would even dare to be rude to him.
Losing an ezlink card to us might not mean much, but to the bangala, that might mean he lost a lot of money. That explains why he is searching for the card so frantically and refuse to leave the bus without tapping as it would cause him a decent $2.
My conclusion is, if you are in a service line, you should be fair to everyone and present the best of your service, instead of bullying those of lower income/education people.
I dismissed it the first time as i thought i was dreaming.
But when the 2nd shout comes, i was already shocked awake.
It was the bus uncle shouting at a bangala to get off the bus.
He was frantically searching for his ezlink to tap.
After several minutes, he is unwilling to alight and even went back to his seat to look for his ezlink.
The pissed bus driver shouted at him for a few times, and even passengers in the bus shoo-ed him off the bus.
The bus driver later on closed the door and the bangala pleaded for him to open the door for him and alighted, without being able to find his ezlink card eventually.
Yes, i agree that the bangala is wasting everyone's time and even possibly jam up the busy road.
But i think that the fact that the bus driver shouting at him is wrong as he is in a service line. To me, i think that he is bullying the bangala as he is sure that the bangala would not be able to complain him. Had it be a singaporean, i doubt the would even dare to be rude to him.
Losing an ezlink card to us might not mean much, but to the bangala, that might mean he lost a lot of money. That explains why he is searching for the card so frantically and refuse to leave the bus without tapping as it would cause him a decent $2.
My conclusion is, if you are in a service line, you should be fair to everyone and present the best of your service, instead of bullying those of lower income/education people.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
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