My tribute to my pet

Think it have been years since she was dead.
however, when i read some blog which talk about her pet, i was kinda touched and remind me of her, and the reason why this blog is named as "flareHARE".

I got her from my neighbour in a very unexpected way. our block is having this "upgrading", and both our houses are having the renovation of the toilet and kitchen.

My neighbour has a lot of rabbits and guinea pigs as pets, and like hamsters, rabbit reproduce quickly too. As the house was in a mess due to those renovations, she brought out the cage of all the rabbits and left it at our common corridor.

this is how i first met her, a rabbit.

My neighbour is giving out her rabbits, and i plead my mum to let me keep one. She allowed and i get to choose one from the many my neighbour have.
My impression of a rabbit is white, with long ears.
so i insisted on a white rabbit, despite having a variation of colours.

and yes, she bites.

i was then primary 5,and my younger sis is only 1 years old.
i would let her touch the fur of the cute mammal, and she would happily call her "abbit", and she cant pronounce the "r" in rabbit.
and therefore, i named her "abbit'

abbit wasnt the tamest animal, i would say, as she BITES, and it hurts a lot.
she had a hard time in her life as she had changed house from a paper box to a super small cage to a relatively big cage and lastly, i would leave her to jump about the toilet during day time.

they say "兔子不能抱肚子", and u muz grab it by its ear.
But i find it quite cruel, and still i carry her by her stomach.

She is almost a mother, and i think its my fault tt her babies died.
i didnt care enough for her when shes pregnant, and i didnt really know wat to do when she gave birth. or in fact, i only get to know theres baby only when the babies are already dead.

during the end of her years, she was really weak, and my mum suggested to bring her down to the grass patch. but i was too lazy, busy playing computer games. she died without going to the grass patch one last time, and its my fault, coz of my selfishness and lazyness. if i have anything to regret about, this is one of biggest mistake and regret in my life.

i dug a hole at the bottom of a big tree and hoped that it will be her final resting place.

Only to know that the tree is dug out for a new multi storey carpark.
FML