Angel

Fiction
First person narration
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Have you ever been asked about who do you like?

I did, and i would always be ready to give my answer, "oh.. her name's angel"

In cases whereby friends know the girl, they would always ask me in a doubtful manner.
"are you serious? or are you joking?"

yes, im serious, i thought, but i never answered that question.

In cases that they do not know the girl, they would be very curious about what she possess that attracts me, and as a straightforward and honest guy, i would try my best to describe her, even though love makes some of the description bias.

"shes not a very pretty lady, but shes the cutest angel i have ever known.
she has nice long hair with BANGS, wear braces, not very tall, quite sporty, a kind heart, a compassionate person, a family orientated girl, the best and most different that i have ever met =]"
as i describe her, i would be smiling widely.

but back to reality, liking her doesnt mean she likes me in any way.

And as i know her better, and noticed that the differences between me and her is like heaven and hell.

Yes, i know that i have not lose it all, for she did not reject me directly. But that is because, i didnt approach directly either.
Maybe letting go is better than trying harder.

I tried to accept the fact.
And i forced myself to.

So from today on,
if anyone asks me if i liked anyone, i would say no.

then they will ask
"what about angel?"

"shes a part of my past."

truth hurts, and therefore i chose to lie.
lie's worst, but the only one suffering the backlash is

me




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didnt get the effect i want.
but that doesnt apply to me.
just fer u, my dear friend.