我不配

but i dun even have the 唯一机会...
rofl.. sleep early...
and girl,
i dont mean to be irritating.
i seriously dont mean to.
im sorry

Courage

"
I will never break your heart.
I will never make you cry.
I will never leave you alone,
when the skies are dark.

I will promise you bliss.
I will promise you the moon and the stars
I will promise you anything
even it meant my everything.


but how true is my never,
can it be really foreveR?

How much does my promise worth?
can i really gurantee i wont break it?

If so, why do i still say these?
why would i wanna cheat you from the very begining?

so instead,
i would say.

i will not promise you anything,
i will never say never.
i would not be able to give you forever,
that's cause i dont want to cheat you ever.

i know truth hurts,
but lies are worst.
i know the beauty of words
but words are deceiving.

i will try to show you what i meant by loving you,
instead of saying it.
i will prove my heart,
instead of making empty promise that might help capture your heart.



"

Grading
English: fail
Rhyme: fail
Feel : fail
Content :fail

Comment: try harder next time.

My tribute to my pet

Think it have been years since she was dead.
however, when i read some blog which talk about her pet, i was kinda touched and remind me of her, and the reason why this blog is named as "flareHARE".

I got her from my neighbour in a very unexpected way. our block is having this "upgrading", and both our houses are having the renovation of the toilet and kitchen.

My neighbour has a lot of rabbits and guinea pigs as pets, and like hamsters, rabbit reproduce quickly too. As the house was in a mess due to those renovations, she brought out the cage of all the rabbits and left it at our common corridor.

this is how i first met her, a rabbit.

My neighbour is giving out her rabbits, and i plead my mum to let me keep one. She allowed and i get to choose one from the many my neighbour have.
My impression of a rabbit is white, with long ears.
so i insisted on a white rabbit, despite having a variation of colours.

and yes, she bites.

i was then primary 5,and my younger sis is only 1 years old.
i would let her touch the fur of the cute mammal, and she would happily call her "abbit", and she cant pronounce the "r" in rabbit.
and therefore, i named her "abbit'

abbit wasnt the tamest animal, i would say, as she BITES, and it hurts a lot.
she had a hard time in her life as she had changed house from a paper box to a super small cage to a relatively big cage and lastly, i would leave her to jump about the toilet during day time.

they say "兔子不能抱肚子", and u muz grab it by its ear.
But i find it quite cruel, and still i carry her by her stomach.

She is almost a mother, and i think its my fault tt her babies died.
i didnt care enough for her when shes pregnant, and i didnt really know wat to do when she gave birth. or in fact, i only get to know theres baby only when the babies are already dead.

during the end of her years, she was really weak, and my mum suggested to bring her down to the grass patch. but i was too lazy, busy playing computer games. she died without going to the grass patch one last time, and its my fault, coz of my selfishness and lazyness. if i have anything to regret about, this is one of biggest mistake and regret in my life.

i dug a hole at the bottom of a big tree and hoped that it will be her final resting place.

Only to know that the tree is dug out for a new multi storey carpark.
FML

Dr Love anyone?

Hi dr Love,

i have this very weird question to ask you.
Which is worst when in comparison?
To like someone who is only attracted to the same gender
OR
To like someone who has already given up on love due to past relationship heartbreak?


I understand that in some sense, it would seem a bit more difficult to change a person's gender preference than to make a person re-accept the joy of loving.

However, if the person is a Bi, would the situation be more hopeful or worst, since that person can choose from both guys and girls.

Lastly, which person in the senario given would have a higher chance of getting the person they like?

My guess is, if the person have given up on love, the person would have such a truama and worst still, if the person is stubborn and damn persistent, GAME OVER.

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why do i have problem letting the person know how i feel?
why does it always seemed like a joke?
i tried being serious, and i really do

Confession

Your so adorable that cant stop me from liking you =D

"天底下没有我太子做不到的事情"

淘汰

只能说我输了。