missing

what is it that is missing?
what is it that i want?
what do i want to do?
and how should i do it?

i ask myself day and night.
why am i doing what im doing.
i find myself no answer.

am i improving?
am i moving forward?
am i readY?
and am i in a position to judge all thesE?

what is it that im missing?
what is it that i've lost?
and why am i still a kid with weightless word to you?

i wanna grow up,
i wanna be firm.
i wanna let you know im ready for you.

i need my confidence,
i need my strength.
i need to relearn how to trust again.

i can do it.
i know i can.
my heart will not waver.
my mind is set.

i will succeed no matter what.
for the sake of all.
for the ones i love the most =]


dedicated to the ones needs it =]

Gonna Catch em All

Recently im insane with pokemon.
installed pokemon in both itouch and psp..
WAHAHAH...

completed Fire Red.. =D

PSP with gpsp =D

okie..
recently is insane with pokemon.
so i even went to install GBA emulator on my psp =]

so heres a diary of how i do it.

goto
http://www.pspiso.com/showthread.php?t=468876
download gba and gbc files
GBA-http://www.mediafire.com/?nyzgqdcmyzc
GBC-http://www.mediafire.com/?mzjzdtl5wzk

after download, extract the file to "psp drive" >> PSP folder>> Games.

put the games inside the extracted file >> GBA >> ROMS
put ur saved files into >>> GBA>>>SAV.

its the same fer GBA and GBC

tada... thats how i cloned my itouch pokemon to my psp =]
playing on psp does feel better, but play on itouch is more portable

GameBoy COLOUR for itouch

this is for my own references.

first, open cydia>>sections>> games

install "gameboy4iphone"

now, using ur comp,
download disk aid
http://www.digidna.net/diskaid/download.php

register it with
Email: copycat@copycat.com
Key: 569ED7556CA2427CE95EB6371F71E4 D7430B3F72
(credits goes to youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDZmJuNq5kg)

now connect your itouch to comp, u shall see at ur left, a ROM thingy...
open it and u shall see a file named GAMEBOY.
put your .gbc files there.

if u are using a GBA emulator, place .gba files inside the GBA folder under ROM.

where to get your roms?
http://www.dgemu.com/index.html

register an acct to download.
simple as that =]]

GBA for itouch

this guide is for me so that if i forgets, i got somewhere to refer to =]

K i finally get one that works properly.

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first, JAILBREAK ur itouch.
http://flarehare.blogspot.com/2010/01/itouch-jailbreak.html

then, use cydia.
go to manage>>source
click on the "edit" at the top right hand corner.
click "add" and type http://repo.beyouriphone.com/

scroll all the way down to the "g" section and install the GPSPHONE+ BIOS.
TADA!!! u get ur gba emulator!!

but now u need game.
so
go to manage>>source
click on the "edit" at the top right hand corner.
click "add" and type http://apt.123locker.com/
the "L" muz be in cap..
den from some many roms package, choose wat u wan.
the "p" package is pokemon!!
install it and its all good to play!!

graphic wise, not very good..
lag wise, a bit..
visual a bit small..
but its still quite fun =]

Itouch Jailbreak

This guide is for myself, as i kept forgetting the steps and the links i need.

First, make sure u patch ur itouch to 3.1.2
go to http://www.felixbruns.de/iPod/firmware/ and download the firmware
while saving, change the name of the file from .rar to .ipsw
(set to all files, den chnage in the name)

then, connect itouch to comp,
u will see itune load up.
shift + click on the restore button.
a window will come out and find the .ipsw file just downloaded.
and tada! u get 3.1.2

now go to http://blackra1n.com/
choose the window logo and download the file.
From here on, click blackra1n, den make it rain!
TADA!! jailbroken.

now u needa appsync
on ur WIFI and make sure ur connected
go to Blackra1n and dl CYDIA
Go to Cydia
Tap on Manage tab
Tap on sources
Tap on “Edit” and then on “Add” , type in the hackulo.us repository which is http://cydia.hackulo.us/
Tap on Add Source
click on the hackulous and install "appsync for OS 3.1", "hackulous security" , "installous", and "source gui"
Install and Confirm

Installous or appulo?
install installous and u can install games using ur itouch.
go to http://www.appulo.us/ for games download and use itune to sync.
go to http://www.taranfx.com/you-ssh-to-your-phone-and-decide-to-rename-documents-all-appulo-us-answers for troll bridge answers.

Tribute to Kitchen Tigress

It was big in the news!
http://kitchentigress.blogspot.com/
Shes a cool blogger who really went on to ask for a cake from OCBC.

Some people says she had too much time on hand and needs to burn some time buy irritating those poor busy staffs there.
Some people says she successfully exploit the weakness of a TV ad.

But if we take all TV ad literally, we would be in trouble.
coz RED BULL GIVES YOU WIINGSS.

or are we supposed to NOT sign that particular credit card so as to "save boney" from being eaten??

and i have been eating nutella bread for breakfast, but i still doze off in clasS/work?

either way,
kudos to kitchen tigress =]
links:
http://kitchentigress.blogspot.com/
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/301384/woman_asks_bank_for_her_bday_cake_and_gets_a_miserable_one.html

Rhyme

While i was doing weekend duty, i was so bored that i wanna write a poem that rhymes.
So i wrote something. and hoped that i acheive my purpose of it.

As it is something related to love, i shall first say its not for ANYONE.

there is this girl that i like.
she is the one who stole my heart.
There she is, right in front of me.
there is this, there is that, but there is no guts left in me.
i try try to get it right, i know i tried.
but that doesnt mean anything,
even if she is your everything.
and it left me to ponder,
why Why WHY?!


wahahhahaha...

Hare, Rabbit and Bunny: Whats the Diff?

Today is a funny article on animal, and it happen to be my fave animal, as well as the fave animal of one of my friend*


What is the difference between a rabbit, a hare and a bunny??



This is a Hare.
Hare gives birth on ground. (fyi, non pet rabbits gives birth in a burrow)
Hare are more independent, as they are lack of physical protection since young.
Hare are born with eyes open and fully furred, so they are ready to be on their own soon after birth.
Hare usually do NOT live in groups.
Hare is larger than rabbit, have longer ears and have black markings on the fur.
Hare is fast, (but im faster =x), the European Brown Hare can run up to a speed of 72km/h.
Hare has similar diet to a rabbit.
Hare is NOT domesticated, hence, u cant keep it as pet =[[



This is a Rabbit.
Most breed gives birth in a burrow.
Rabbit usually live in a group.
Rabbit are borned hairless and blind, so yes, they need protection until they are old enough.
Rabbit have powerful hindlegs.
Rabbits are vege eaterss(herbivors). SAME AS HARE!
Rabbit can be kept as pets ( and i daresay, they are cuter than a hare =x, but maybe i chose a sucky photo for the hare?? hmmmm)

This is a (Bugs) Bunny
Bunny can be either a rabbit or a hare.
Bunny is only a cute nickname to a rabbit or a hare.

Okie,
That's All,
Folks.

有缘无份

Tonight Simin also will be going to US for 6months.

That would just mean i will be more and more lonely.

And when your lonely, you tend to think a lot of stuffs, and that leads me to this blog article.

I once asked this good friend of mine, why do he break up with the girlfriend that he loves so much. I even go to the extend of blaming him of breaking the poor girl heart. However, when after everything is blown over, he once told me that he still loves her when they broke up, and the reason for breaking up is pathetic, yet unpreventable. And thus, it led me of thinking that they are fated to NOT be together.

And that reminds me of a girl that fate brought us together, and also broke us apart.

Im sorry for everything i have done. i think i have said that more than what she wanna hear. We didnt break up, we just eventually didnt manage to become an item. Promises are broken, making me never to promise again. That incident made me lose quite an amount of confidence in both myself and in love itself.

now that i get to know this sassy girl who only gives me a choice of friend, fling or nothing. i might be nothing to her, but ger oh ger, ur the one that bring me smiles when i felt like killing myself. you are considerate girl, as i know im kind of irritating at times when i sms u. if it were some other gers, they would have never replied me at ALL. u are very confident, while im only so when im not facing u. i have a bad emotional barrier in me. i dont wanna me a friend, nor a fling and never a nothing. do i have some other choiceS? i ponder.

OK!

TIME TO END THESE BLA BLA BLA...

im not thinking straight tonight.

emoness, fatigue and heat makes my brain burns

yea ger, i still have it, but i have hidden it, as im too ashamed ever since it happened.

i tried to make it as if i lost it, but i can never forget where i left it, even after so many years.

ahah... maybe coz its my first brush with love =]

What is there for us in 2010?

2010 marks our 21st birthday, the year whereby many people deemed as very important as it would meant that we are a full fledged adult who are no longer in control of our parents

but, to me, its gonna be a long and boring year.
All our close friends are all in army, if not, they are going to go in this year.
Hui Hui jie and min min gonna be overseas for study.

Bah..
whats left to be done in this fucking lonely yeaR?

So i guess, i should just focus in something so that i can work towards it, and allow me to have somethine to look foward to.

i guess, the 7 of us is gonna be separated for this one year, but i hope, after this one year, we will get back again, and be as close as ever =]


Cheers to 2010,
depite it not going to be a very good year for me particularly.

Nice Suprise for 2010

okie, for the past few days of the week leading to 2010, i have been playing basketball every night.

however, when i was back onto the net, i noticed a very cool photo tagged inside my facebook: the photo of my pri 3 class.

as most of my close friends know, i dont really talk about my pri school as i dont have much recollection nor bond with them. Pri sch seemed like a forgotten past in my life. thats the reason why i am quite envy of my sec sch friends who managed to get together with so many of their own pri sch friends.(not forgetting getting to know all those cute girls who were once someone u didnt even notice when u were in pri sch)

but as the photo was tagged with me, inside, i was given a nice chance of adding them and getting to see their recent photos, and i noticed. We. All. Are. Getting. Old.
most of them changed for the better, in terms of looks and education and i daresay most of them seemed to be doing well after pri sch, apart from rare case like me.

i seemed to be lagging behind.
i seemed to loook so out of place now.
and i hope that i could catch up to them.


And that shall be my new year resolution. =]]