missing

what is it that is missing?
what is it that i want?
what do i want to do?
and how should i do it?

i ask myself day and night.
why am i doing what im doing.
i find myself no answer.

am i improving?
am i moving forward?
am i readY?
and am i in a position to judge all thesE?

what is it that im missing?
what is it that i've lost?
and why am i still a kid with weightless word to you?

i wanna grow up,
i wanna be firm.
i wanna let you know im ready for you.

i need my confidence,
i need my strength.
i need to relearn how to trust again.

i can do it.
i know i can.
my heart will not waver.
my mind is set.

i will succeed no matter what.
for the sake of all.
for the ones i love the most =]


dedicated to the ones needs it =]