her.

you are never special.
at least i never meant to make u special in any sense when i first met you.
but oh boy, you're really a fireworks. from the first time i meet you, i have never experience such excitement and joy in me before. its a mix of being afraid to scare you off, yet trying very hard to be keep you smiling. i admit, i would have given you the feeling that i tried too hard.

but i really do like you.

you wanted to only be friends. i will comply. but lady, give me some time. dont write me off yet. i may be down, but im not yet out. i may be weak, but that doesnt make me love you less. so, dont think that asking me to stop, i can just treat it as i have never liked you. i get infatuated easily, but i dont fall easily.

as much as i hope u will read this, but im sure you wouldnt.
so this shall be here, for no one to read.
for someone who care.
but never reach the one i meant.

QET sample paper

Either
1. Forming strong friendships is one of the most important aspects of life as a
student.Write about the benefits of having good friends.
Or
2. A recent survey has shown that people are most afraid of heights and public
speaking.Besides these two fears, what makes you afraid and why?

i choose 2.

Besides this two fear, i guess my greatest fear is the fear of dark places.

In a pitch dark place, you would not be able to see what is around you, nor know what is out there. It could be full of surprises, and it could be full of shock.
Human have the tendancy of being afraid of things that they cannot see, as they would not know what is it they are doing. And when visibility is at its lowest, one of our most important sense rendered useless, all we can do is to feel.

Being a blessed child with no damages to my five senses, i am very afraid of dark places for many reasons. i am too used to seeing things around me and when i am unable to tell what i am doing with my sense of sight, i would start panicking. i would usually bump into things, which in turn injure myself, or spoil the things unintentionally. this has happened to me several times in life, as dark places, like high grounds, is unavoidable. Also, in dark places, you could feel severe discomfort as you would not know what is around you. Are they people who will be helping you, or are they out there to harm you.

Dark places, on the other hand can be mysterious and fun. however, thus far, all my experiences with dark places only end up in fear and panic.

reflection of how im hweeeling

i promised not to go into that situation again.
i promised to be a better person.
i promised myself, that i, will do better than the me in the past.

but somehow, i made the same mistake.
again and again and again.

wtf am i thinking and doing?

i need to concentrate!!!

okay... gonna have fun tml =DD

need to dig out my "say no to emo" liaoz..

and worst of all, bad thing doesnt happen alone..

no hall camp, entered a old hall =[[[

Forge of Olympus!

the day before camp, i was still so worried that i couldnt blend in well..

at the last day of camp, i super cant bear to leave them!!

guess that wat camping is all about =D

and yea, i have an awesome sp, though i really didnt talk much to her on my first meeting...

Go Triton Go You Go You Go!!

mt ophir @ 9/7/11

went ophir with my mum and her aunties groupie.
though the durian is quite good, and the waterfall is refreshing, its still a chore to go out with mummy.

anyway, here are some of the more pretty shots that i would wish to put it here =D

Jailbreak for 4.3.3

its like a breeze..
but instructions is very difficult to follow..
so lets see wat i can do first..

DO TAKE NOTE:
if ur iphone set is a unlocked set, dont bother trying..
but i tested on a singtel iphone 3gs(16gb) and it worked perfectly.

BASICALLY,
go to http://www.felixbruns.de/iPod/firmware/
download the applicable Firmware...
FOR EG, if yours is a ipod touch 3, u download the firmware for ipod touch 3 fw4.3.3..

how to differentiate 2g and 3g ipod touch??
a 2g ipod touch behind got this words : tm and apple inc all right reserved
a 3g ipod touch behind dun have such words.

after u downloaded it,
its in zip format.
its either when u downloading it, u rename it from .zip to .ipsw
OR
u rename it AFTER downloading.

unlike win xp, u can just rename the extension, win vista block it by default.
SO,
open my computer,
press ALT
your file edit view tools bar will come out.
go to tools >> folder options>> view tab
UNCHECK "hide extension for known file type"
press apply!!
now u can rename it from ipsw to zip!!!

(SKIP THIS STEP IF YOUR IPHONE IS ALREADY 4.3.3)
now open itunes
connect device to comp,
press shift+ click on restore button
find the file i asked u to download above
install and bla bla bla fer approx 15mins.
and tada, u get 4.3.3 firmware

Sounded easy till now???

HERES THE CHALLENGE
download RedSn0w 0.9.6RC15

http://www.iphoneheat.com/2011/05/download-redsn0w-0-9-6rc15/

https://sites.google.com/a/iphone-dev.com/files/home/redsn0w_win_0.9.6rc16.zip?attredirects=0&d=1

unrar/unzip the file and u will see redsnow.exe
fyi,im doing on windows.

heres another tricky part.
redsnow is not very happy with apple
so first, u needa right click and run the exe as administrator.
once the program started, call out window task manager by ctrl+alt+delete
go to PROCESSESS tab and press "r" and u will find redsnow.exe
right click on it and go to set affinity and UNCHECK "CPU 0"

now,
u go back to redsnow,
browse for the firmware u downloaded from above.
it will prompt some msg and READ IT WORD FOR WORD
it will ask u to check which batch of iphone/itouch are u using.
THERE ARE SPECIFIC INSTRUCTION TEACHING HOW TO CHECK, so please READ.
and answer the question of yes or no. (u didnt check and anyhow answer, u will crash and die like a g6, trust me.. i crashed 6times before i really do read)

after that, press next
den it will load some shits.
LET IT BE.
den it will bring to page 2.
it says, a lot of rubbish.
but just tick install cydia
press next

it will prompt u to OFF ur device.
OFF IT FULLY BEFORE PRESSING NEXT

okay,
now its a bit of tactical movement.
once u press next, u have to hold on to power button fer 3sec, den while holding power button, press home button as well fer 10sec, den release power button BUT cont holding home button until it load the jailbreaking device page.
SOUND CRAZY? yes, this is known as going into dfu mode.
check this out


IF all is well, yea, u will see cydia once it boot up approx 5mins later.

try clicking on cydia.


How To Install AppSynch 4.0+ On iOS 4.3.3 Devices :

Step 1: Start “Cydia” on your iPhone.

Step 2: Touch on “Manage” tab on the bottom.

Step 3: Now touch on “Sources”.

Step 4: Touch on “Edit”, and then on “Add”.Type “http://cydia.hackulo.us” and click on“Add Source”.Cydia will now automatically update your sources by following a series of automated steps.

Step 5: After installation is completed. Search for “AppSync for OS 4.0+” in Cydia and install this application. This app will automatically patch MobileInstallation file on your iPhone, iPad or iPod touch running firmware 4.3.3.You should now be able to install .ipa files manually on your iOS device running firmware 4.3.3.


Originally Posted: http://thetechjournal.com/electronics/iphone/appsync-4-2-for-ios-4-2-1-devices.xhtml#ixzz1BnNIGnnR


LAst but not least,
www.appleiso.com
http://iphonecake.com/appcake/en/

OR
install installous 4 from cydia (“http://cydia.hackulo.us”)

to get ur shits!!

DISCLAIMER
try at ur own risk, as this guide is fer self reference.
u can always call me if ur a frenz, or email me @ we_as1989@hotmail.com if ur a stranger
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
i dont support piracy, but i do all these because im interested in such technical stuffs.

i met u first.
but that does not give me an advantage over him.

seeing u hurt and sad over him, i cannot but wonder if we were instead together, what would happen.

will i hurt you,
will i make you sad.
will i leave u alone, when what you wanted is me so bad.
will i be nice and sweet, like how everyone is when it first begin.
or will i be a changed person when time goes by, just like him.
will i make empty promises that i know i cant keep.

but then again, i was not chosen.
how can i be better?

maybe im more of a jerk than he really is.
maybe because im not him, that i say its entireely his fault.

i only blame myself when i see u hurt
i blame myself for not being better.
i blame myself for not trying hard.
i blame myself for having the headstart and still lose out.
i blame myself for not being able to convince you that im the one.

and all i can do when i see you getting hurt by him, is to blame myself for not being the better man.

the demon is out.
i feel so much better now.