超喜欢你！

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ARGHH

withered rose

我的存在， 在你心里就像一朵枯萎的玫瑰，虽然美丽，但已经离去

原来，与你擦肩而过的人，是我

过去

i hate history, though i find them interesting.
i hate mystery, though u find them amusing.

i hate the past, as it impede movement towards the future.

and i hate myself.
for not being able to be better,
den a memory that belongs to the past..

i prayed for the best,
without taking a rest.
but fate took a sharp turn
and made me miss my turn.

is he better, i asked myself
or do i just suck, i wondered aloud


why do i sound like a victim?
why do i sound so weak?
why do i blame everything else,
without taking the blame myself?

i surged forward,
with all my energy.
hoping to enter a future with you and me.


but time have passed.
things have changed.
however, my failure to beat memory
is proven once again.

FML

Smile and No Emo

This is the reason for my smile and less emo for today =D
and i managed to let the flower reached the person its supposed to reach.
u really make my day =D





SAY NO TO EMO!!!
ahahah.
thanks girl.

The story of flower.

i had an intention of buying a rose for this partiular girl that i like.
so i said it out to my army frenz, and ah boon asked me to get one fer JM, as im going to her birthday party tml.

so heres the 2 flowers



so i bought the rose, called her, and ask her to meet at somewhere near her house.
eventually she didnt turn up.
the flower that did not reach the person that it is meant for is as good as a wild flower whereby no one appreciate its beauty.

my first time trying to give a real flower to girl failed terribly.
maybe next time im gonna have phobia giving flowers =s



a single flower meant one and only.

妘啊
撑着风
载着雨
下着雪
我的心好冷啊

The purest form of love

I today had witnessed what i thought was the purest form of love.
And im not talking about the love that parents give to children,
im talking about BGR.

Today is raining heavily.
The damn bus is leaking, and the water dripping from the air con is so god damn cold.

Theres this couple boarding the bus and sat infront of me.
As the bus was moving, the water dripped onto the guy.
The guy shivered.
The girl first gave him a tissue, then shifted the air con so as to "off" it.
But the water continued dripping.
The couple changed seat, coz of the guy kept complaining.

K it might sound retarded.
But its all these small things that made love looked pure.
its not about all those fine dining and high class places visiting.
enjoying the rain together, looking out for each other in the bus and these very small actions are to me, what love is really about.

And only secondary school couples can still be able to show love in their purest form, as the older we get, we get corrupted.
By GOD.
known as MONEY.

and therefore, love lost its purest form.

Efforts is naught, in this game that i never win

I always want to win, even if i know i cant.
I will try so hard that i break a bone, sprain an ankle, kill myself.
Just to win.
I will not settle for anything lesser than victory.
So long i lock dead on my target.

I will put in all my efforts, all my strength, all my time and everything else.
Hoping for success.
But in this game,
it just doesnt mean being better gives u an edge.
it just doesnt mean putting more effort gives u an advantage.
it just doesnnt mean whatever you do, will even help u a little bit.

so long the key element isnt here.


and yes.
i agreed.
i lose, terribly.
Reason for loss: unable to get the key element.
not good enough
too weak
a shadow that acts like a rock.

任凭我只是你的插曲