But unlike most people who are having parties and blogging about them, i am not doing so, as i still strongly believe that it is kinda retarded to blog about daily life.
we shouldnt be celebrating our birthday.
The person who is entitled to celebrate this special day should be our parents.
It is this particular day where my mum had to go into the hospital and suffer one whole day just to force me out. So kudos to her. then, why am i celebrating this day as if its a victory day for myself?
It is also a day whereby my dad is proud to be a father of 2. it just meant more responsibilities for him to carry, more burden for him to worry about, and of course, more money he have to set aside for us instead of his personal enjoyment. So why do i celebrate the day whereby i have to be a parasite for about 20 odd years before i can take care of them??
It is a day for celebration, also for my grandparents.
For i am their first grandson that bore the family name.
From my chinese name, i know that they all have high expectations of me, which i didnt acheive.
It is a day where my elder sister have to share the 100% attention she had from my parents with me. but instead of all that, she even gave me love, from inside her. this meant my presence had made her to share her things with me.
So this day, should be meant for them. For all of them to celebrate that they have been thru so much for bringing up the troublesome me. For all of them to celebrate the fact that i am nearer to independence. For all of them to celebrate my acheivements that made them proud. A day for all of them.
Not me.
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