i met u first.
but that does not give me an advantage over him.

seeing u hurt and sad over him, i cannot but wonder if we were instead together, what would happen.

will i hurt you,
will i make you sad.
will i leave u alone, when what you wanted is me so bad.
will i be nice and sweet, like how everyone is when it first begin.
or will i be a changed person when time goes by, just like him.
will i make empty promises that i know i cant keep.

but then again, i was not chosen.
how can i be better?

maybe im more of a jerk than he really is.
maybe because im not him, that i say its entireely his fault.

i only blame myself when i see u hurt
i blame myself for not being better.
i blame myself for not trying hard.
i blame myself for having the headstart and still lose out.
i blame myself for not being able to convince you that im the one.

and all i can do when i see you getting hurt by him, is to blame myself for not being the better man.

the demon is out.
i feel so much better now.

my recent life in 1 minute

Ys finally finished poly.. together with edna...
ahahah.. i finishing armyy lohhhh


Was promoted!! though its nothing much, and its a supposed rank for all ord-ing personal, its a hard fought journey for me.




i ran sundown on 28th May... though its 10km, its not as easy as i think, and its definitely more fun than i thought!!!!
okay, next one 21km!!


I bought iphone 4 white loh!! but can only use it full time after june 21. so for now its a iipod touch!!
and angry jiao to go with it =DD


just got 2 wisdom teeth out... and look at my swollen face!!!

she is getting prettier

fml.

你坚决不希望我等待
我便慢慢的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排？

http://osxdaily.com/2011/04/14/ios-4-3-2-download/

www.sinfuliphonerepo.com

my hweeling nowadayss

Recent update of life

okay, this is not common in my blog,
but recently i have been very busy with shits..
and i really dun have any nice thing to blog about..
so i shall write about recent happeningss..

i have been going to club... and i find it a bit far too much,
as $$ has been depleting too fast... bahh...

i thought i didnt go comfirm my place in ntu, and it turned out to be only a bad scare,
and im going fer medical this coming mondayy...
and yea... ORD IS DAMN NEAR LOHHHHHH....

Election is coming,
and according to my dad, entire singapore is contested,
and everyone MUST vote...
=DD

coz i finally get to voteee...

hohohohoho!!!

i love ah gong!!

i received an awesome letter yesterdayy




and when i opened it...




I LOVE GAHMEN!!
okay... now i dun need to worry where to find $$ for my iphone liaoz...