Thursday, April 7, 2011

i love ah gong!!

i received an awesome letter yesterdayy




and when i opened it...




I LOVE GAHMEN!!
okay... now i dun need to worry where to find $$ for my iphone liaoz...

Sunday, March 27, 2011

you havent see the last of me



Lyrics:
Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But i'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
I am far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

No no
I'm not going nowhere
I'm staying right here
Oh no
You won't see me begging
I'm not taking my bow
Can't stop me
It's not the end
You haven't seen the last of me
Oh no
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me



when u watch the movie, and u hear her sing this song... u can feel the stress thats going thru her...

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Change

i asked around, and i realised, it is normal for guys to be possessive, to be jealous when their girlfriend goes out with another group of guys, even if its a group, not alone.

and therefore, i have this thinking.

Change.
boy meets girl.
boy likes girl "just the way you are"
girl "cant help fallin in love with" boy
boy and girl blissful couple.

here comes the problem.
girl has lots of male friends due to her outgoing personality.
boy is jealous, forces girl to not go.
CHANGE 1: girl start to lose contact slowly by slowly with male friends.
no longer that free spirited anymore.

girl starts to get busy.
girl have less time for boy.
girl wants a lady nights out.
but that would mean sacrificing time with boy, which is already not a lot.
boy forces girl to stay by his side.
girl instead invite boy along.
boy gets awkward in an all girl situation.
quarrel ensued.
Change 2: bit by bit, freedom becomes history.

boy gets to know some female friends.
girl gets paranoid.
girl who was once outgoing and friendly person, now objects boy to go out with his female friend.
boy says girl is unreasonable.
girl says boy does the same.
boy says he did so to protect her.
and boy accuse girl for doing so to imprison him.
Change 3: relationship soured. girl changed, becoming paranoid, irritating and jealous.

boy finds changes in girl
boy feels that girl is no longer the girl he once loved so much.
as she is not the cheerful, friendly and outgoing persona she once was.
instead, she became easily jealous, over reliance, and dull.
boy loses interest in girl.
boy breaks girl.
girl has no one to depend on anymore, and no friends to confide in anymore, as she had "frozen" her friends to keep the relationship with boy.
Change 4: girl lost touch with the "real her" and the road to recovery is a long one..

Fault: dominance, possessive, lack of trust, aiming for perfection.

and its coz of imperfections that makes you perfect.

MORAL of the story
you change her, in short term,
u will think she is perfect.
but as time goes by, you will find her morphed into someone whom you no longer know.
and thats when the relationship will go haywire anytime or both are still together because they are used to each other, not LOVE

Sunday, March 13, 2011

WALAU EHH MEGAUPLOAD

sianz... mu go delete all my uploaded files.

fml loh...

so guys, all files inside my blog post all either reuploaded or no longer working