Time

I have not been blogging.
its not because i have nothing to say,
but it is cause, i have too much to hide.

it has been since long i have looked at you properly,
and all i can say is that, you really became more beautiful as the time goes by.

i dont know, if i didnt notice,
or i chose to not realise.

For im not sure if i want to be only your friend, or more.

No, i didnt lose any confidence.
what i lost is decisiveness.
and my judgement.

Well, time will prove,
all these are only infatuations.
And we will continue to be friends, as i will never choose to take it to another stage.

Time.
has made me weaker.
has made me stronger.
has made me a better person.
i really do hope to take this time to take a break,
recover from all these shit injuries and medical problems.

Time, please heal my bleeding heart.